so this week has been a pretty long and tiring week. i'm so glad that it's over. today i hung out with my mom after school instead of going to the game. i didn't really wanna go to the game...so it worked for me. but yeahhh. we like went to marshalls and then shoppers to buy lots of yogurt for me. and then we watched mean girls. random getting on the internet and stuff. and then that killer instinct show came on and i was like hm i wanna watch. and i liked it so i think i'll watch next week's. i havent actually done any homework yet even though i said i'd get started. i've just been really exhausted all day. why am i not in bed yet? no clue. my room is really hot and it sucks butt. alicia keys is on tv right now. shes pretty. i played guitar for a lil bit today. i had to get in touch with my baby. i think she's doing well. mm. sexy. i hope that i can go to the hidden in plain view show on sunday. that's about it for now. bye!

man, claire is so cool.


p.s. i went friends only. yeahh. i so did.

ok so i'm kind of lazy and only putting up five pictures from last night. but whatever! pics are pics, right?! yeah they are!

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so today...sachi came over around like 1ish or so for some gov/math/book covering. we did gov for the longest time. then darren came over around 4:20ish and we did math. and yeah that was a pain in the ass. and then me and darren had pizza while sachi sat there trying to play guitar =D. hahah. and at like...6 something we parted ways and darren and i headed for the show at providence reccenter. we got there and there were so many emo kids hahaha. anyways...went in...some band was playing...i dont even know their name..but thennnnn eventually mashlin was up and i was like hm i dont know them, but the guy was so cute. mmm. his voice was hot and i was really into it. yum. go mashlin! and then this day and age was up. sooooo good <33. totally heartheart them. not so cute singer, but good voice and great music nonetheless. and then..who was up?! THE SPILL CANVAS! haha. mannn nick is sooo adorable when he talks. like omggg. so cute! but yea their whole set was amazinggg. and singing NOT EVEN HELL COULD BE HOTTER THAN YOU RIGHT NOW was fucking hott. and nick singing the tide all alone on stage was flippin awesome. ah i'm in love. then when it was all over we went outside to look for my mommy and we sang milk and cereal and it was great. grandma takes the bran muffin!! darren i love you! fun sundays are sweet. another show next sunday? most likely. happy!

so today i woke up...ate...went out to wash the car...got bitched at by mom for no reason...then i left and went to watch just like heaven with sachi. it was really cute. i totally love mark. and i got teary but shhh no ones supposed to know that i cry during chick flicks. hahaha. i wish someone would build me a garden. no, not really. cuz gardens = bugs. and bugs = me running away. but anyway! doing some geosys reading now. and tomorrow i will be doing a crapload of homework after tutoring. i think sachi's coming over to do some homework with me...and then darren too. and then me and darren are going to go see the spill canvas! haha. hott. mmm first show of the school year. i wonder how many i can go to this year. im gonna make my goal be 5 cuz i've only been to like 2 max in a year. so this year...5 shows. hopefully that works out. haha. mm so i attempted to watch a lot like love again today but then realized that i needed to do homework so yeah, never really got anywhere. but anyway, back to more homework cuz tomorrow night is gonna be fawesome.

pretty good day today. math was funny. we didn't learn much of anything. and then we got work that we didn't know how to do. awesome! but umm. gov was awesome cuz we got marble cheesecake and that was really good. and then english was good cuz i really liked today's writing assignment. and then math...already talked about that. prototyping was awesome cuz that is the most laid back place ever. and mr buxton baked us delicious brownies! haha hott. im liking school for now even if there's lots of work. i really have to finish spanish now. hahaha. bye!

and yeah, we're totally gonna watch a lot like love together because i didn't actually watch it last night. i fell asleep =D

so today we played a game in spanish. oh, i remember playing games...but yeah, stupid freshmen must be so competitive. they argued forever about who was supposed to get a point when there was a tie. losers. was i ever like that as a frosh? i don't know. i don't remember much of my freshman year.

but anyway, i have been totally unproductive today...because a) i couldn't do math cuz i'm just that stupid and b) i left my spanish binder at school. yeah yeah i should have been doing college stuff but i'll get on that this weekend. mm i need new car music. my mix really sucks but im too lazy to make a good one. yeah okay. going to go watch a lot like love now...and sleep. mm. what a cute movie. adios. yeah, that's some hot spanish for ya.

day started out good. brought food for darren. then it turned bad. then shittier. then even shittier. actually it has been turning shitty since last week. maybe im just like destined to feel shitty. when im depresed im shitty. makes sense. but when i'm flippin happy i end up shitty. i dont understand it at all. it's too bad how i dont stop trusting people. am i just digging myself into a very large hole? before i know it, everyone will leave and i will be all alone. alone. with cats. so i guess that's not very alone. umm. yeah. feeling really bad right now. can't get myself to do work. this sounds so much like last year. i don't want a repeat of it, but what can i do? nothing. ugh. i guess i'll attempt geosystems...

man i sound so emo

and tear-induced headaches are a bitch.

okay day cuz classes were super short. i'm very excited about photo. spanish was really annoying. stupid freshmen. things arent the same with two people. i hate it when people completely change on me and shut me out, even if it's unintentional. or is it not? ah, who knows. whatever. not really, though i wish i could be like whatever. am i doing something wrong? i would really like to know

laguna beach is on tonight. maybe if i finish everything quickly i could watch, but i doubt it.

feel better darren.

it's the weekend! today was cool. spanish was so disturbing cuz of the girl sitting next to me. she was gross as fuck and i never want to sit next to her every again. SICKO. ew. anyway...my mommy picked me up at school, just like old times and then we went to look at cameras and i got a camera...but then she was thinking really hard and was like hm I HAVE A CAMERA...but of course we both have no idea where it is in our house...though she knows it by the bowling ball....but we don't know where that is either....hahaha. who owns bowling balls? man...lol. anyway. went to my uncles house and got luggages back cuz they went to thailand and my aunts and grandparents bought me all this shit and its flippin sweet and i love my new earrings. i have so many now. yay! and theres this really cute shirt but its kinna big so hopefully it'll shrink to be just right after going through the wash. okay movie time. monster in law. score.

man traffic was so bad this morning. it's funny cuz we were all stuck at the same place pretty much. no idea what the accident was just cuz it randomly cleared up. yay for going to school late. me and hunter went to shilla after school. mmm. how very korean. we were the only non koreans in there, but it was cool. haha. anyway, i have gold digger stuck in my head. i dont think it'll get unstuck anytime soon. what a good song. and now it's time to read geosystems. just because tonight is the season premiere of the oc. hotttttt. yay happy.